So near, yet so far!

I love you

zmeurica0112 — Fri, 17 Jul 2009 12:47:53 +0000

I love you

Here, there, everywhere

Even if I’m not there

I will always love you

Why? Because you’re my air

Without you, there would be no me

It’s your personality that shines to me

Being with you shows what love can be

I don’t want anyone to tear us apart

A piece of you will always be in my heart

I love you so much

I can’t even explain it

There is nothing I could want more than you

You are so special

In your own unique way

There is nothing I could trade you for

Because I love you too much

To just pass you by

And say my last “Goodbye”

When I say “Goodbye” I feel empty

I feel I’m nothing but lonely

When we say “Goodbye” I realize

How much I love you

And how much I care for you

I realize what I would be without you

And I’m nothing without you…

That’s why I want to be with you forever!

I LOVE YOU!

Posted in Boys & Girls, Live Love Laugh, Love Hurts, Your Life

Lie to me…

zmeurica0112 — Tue, 23 Jun 2009 18:32:26 +0000

Lie to me…

Lie to me that you want me

Lie to me that you understand me

And I will lie to you that I’m good with it

Then lie to me that you love me

And I will lie to you that I’m happy

Lie to me that you won’t leave me

That you won’t decieve me

That we’ll always be together

And I will lie to you to make it better

And after all of this

Lie to me…

That you LIED TO ME!

Posted in Boys & Girls, Love Hurts, Your Life

Balance…

zmeurica0112 — Sun, 21 Jun 2009 16:50:15 +0000

I’m trying hard to find my own balance. But I think I was built wrong. The left side is heavier than the right side (I wonder if the heart weighs so much). So I lean on the left… much more than I would probably want to. I’m about to fall. Always. The same damn feeling. If I would fall.. once for all! I’d be down, resting, on the cold ground. I’d forget about this world. I’d let myself tripped on somebody else’s foot. I’d find the rescue I need in my mind. I’d dream that someone loves me and I would feel alright. I could pretence. I could play the part well. But I don’t fall. This mothafucker instinct keeps me steady. On my feet. Makes me stand tall.. about to fall. And that’s all. It makes me live with that fear of getting on the bottom. It shackels me to look at the sun, cause I’d know if I would look above, I’d fall. And the instinct tells me that I’m not allowed to fall. And that, anyway, if I would even try to, it won’t let me. So I look down. Always down. I see only the bottom of the gulf and I feel like I belong there… on the ground.. underground. Here, on the edge, I sit only because of a person who likes to play with my mind, who wants to show me what’s it like above. And this happens because he wants me to see what I have lost when I will truly be on the bottom. I don’t like to wait. At all. It pisses me of. I don’t want to sit on the edge, waiting patiently for my fall. But I can’t move. And that’s because of that part that’s missing. So I’m looking for you. I’m begging you to come and save me. To sit in my right side and hold me tight, next to your body. To show me that between the sun and gulf there is ground. That, between down and up, there is middle. Be my balance! Take my hand, tell me that you’ll always be there when I need you. And I could look to the sun. I’d know that, it’s only you in my heart. And it would seem so light to me…

Posted in Boys & Girls, Love Hurts, Your Life

things that matter

zmeurica0112 — Sat, 20 Jun 2009 15:10:38 +0000

Oh, My Lord!

Help me tell the strong ones the truth! And not to lie… to gain the applause of the weak! If you give me luck… then don’t take me away the happiness! If you give me strenght… don’t take me away the brain! If you give me success… don’t let me without humility! And if you give me humility… then don’t take me away the dignity!

Always help me to see the back of the medal! Don’t let me blame the others because they don’t think like me! Teach me to love all the people like I love myself! Teach me not to judge them! Don’t let me slip in the pride… but neither in despair or failure! You’d better remind me that the failure is actually the experience which precedes the triumph.

In spite of all the suffering, teach me how to keep going on! In spite of all the deception, teach me not to lose my faith! Teach me that TO FORGIVE is the most important thing for the strong man! And that the revenge is the sign of the weak man!

If you take me away the luck… leave me the hope! If you take me away the success… leave me the strenght to get over it! If I would done anything wrong to someone… give me the courage to apologize. And if someone would have done anything wrong to me… then give me the courage to forgive them!

My Lord, If I forget about You, please don’t forget about ME!

Posted in Live Love Laugh, Your Life

Some things I hate about you

zmeurica0112 — Fri, 19 Jun 2009 14:40:51 +0000

I hate the way you talk to me

And the way you cut your hair

I hate the way you drive my car

I hate it when you stare

I hate your big dumb combat boots

And the way you read my mind

I hate you so much it makes me sick

It even makes me rhyme

I hate the way you’re always right

I hate it when you lie

I hate it when you make me laugh

Even worse when you make me cry

I hate it when you’re not around

And the fact you didn’t call

But mostly, I hate the way I don’t hate you

Not even close, not even a lil bit

Not even at all!

Posted in Boys & Girls, Love Hurts, Your Life